mY kaleidoscope

Jesus paid for sins once and for all. If not, It's never at all.

2012-01-26T10:42:00.003+08:00

Years ago, when I was in contact with the gospel of grace by new creation church,
I was filled with fear and thought their teachings were warped!

However, interestingly, the 'beauty' school I was in, my vice-principal and the only other christian course mate in my class were both from new creation church. Even the night class teacher was a pastor's wife!

It's definitely more than coincidence that I enrolled with the school.

Had heard that other academys, their instructors can be really slack.

But mine wasn't. Was absolutely fantastic.

Anyway, thank God that during one of the days, my vice-principal shared with me alittle on her background, that she was from a presbyterian church and how she became a member of New Creation Church. It really helped address some of my concerns seeing how relatable her journey had been! Thank God I'm not the only one with those concerns!

Anyway to cut the long story short, I thank God for using Joseph Prince to bless me with the revelation of grace, as well as the people he placed in my path who were a great help to me. However, trust is still in the Lord. Know that if it's not for God's favour & arrangement, none of these blessings would come.

I'm so glad that peace has come and by God's grace, am able to deal with condemnation whenever 'I fall short'.

I'm excited to continue my journey in reigning with God!

Abigail

P/S: When God's with us, NOTHING can be against us.

Mega Streams of Happiness!!! :D

2012-01-04T12:32:00.001+08:00

Im so happy Im so happy Im so happy!

Gonna graduate soon!!! :)

Am confidant of passing as ive been doing my part ;)

E tougher part is. I want a distinction! Will be concentrating on getting one with God's help!

Yays! :)

May God bless u all too in achieving ur goals :)

Abigail <3s

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Mini Thoughts & Countdown~

2012-01-03T00:24:00.004+08:00

It's so good to know and be assured of one's abilities and be reminded that every single one of us are unique & special.

I do not believe anyone is inferior to any other ;)

Have always believe that all were made with a great purpose and destiny to be fulfilled.

Fulfilling our calling can be so simple, from fulfilling role of a child, partner, dream, career, and so on. May not be perfect but to the best we can is good enough.

Anyway,

a little blogging on 2011 countdown:

Tony brought me to westcoast after some random suggestions, when driving.

Couldn't make it to town as the roads(to town) were friggin crowded.

Still, westcoast was sweet.

We were able to catch some good sightings of red fireworks shooting up the sky from boats!

It's also great hearing cheers around us, as family and friends started wishing each other "Happy New Year".

And so our celebration ended after hanging in the jolly atmosphere for a couple more moments before retreating to Tony's vehicle.

So that's our countdown to 2012 for us :)

Hope all of you had a great countdown as well!

Happy 2012! :D

Abigail

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Dreams & Goals

2011-12-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

Why do we have to feel so inferior

When we're blessed with gifts and talents that only we can deliver

Just because of temporary setbacks and failures

Are we never to shine brightly ever

Shouldn't these setbacks make us stronger

What happened to dreams and goals

God, give us the strength to press on and reach out

And in reaching out

For these dreams and goals

Hopes & Dreams

2011-12-19T01:55:00.002+08:00

I hope I'm able to make more wise and discerning choices in life.
May not have things figured out always, but believe God's wisdom is always available to me if I'm humble enough to ask.

My present hope is to figure out what I want to do in life.
Have some ideas but am praying.

Abigail.

Thoughts of e Week~

2011-12-17T21:23:00.001+08:00

1. No person and matter shld stop me from pursuing my goals.

2. Humility is indeed a very important virtue. Needed lotsa help these few weeks for case study. Had to deal with e yes-es and no-sss. But everyone was very nice in their replies even when they can't help. (Great to have nice/courteous friends n family! hahs)

3. Hm, do salute my working coursemates. Not easy managing tests, case study, sch n upcoming exams!!

4. Take things easy. It's important to be happy, cheerful n positive.

5. Count my blessings. Know that im very blessed. Have a great mum who knew how to educate and bring bro n i up well. Have a great boyfriend by my side and, thank God for very nice and helpful friends/people he has placed in my life(esp in times of need).

Lalala~

Am so gonna get gd grades n pass well in Jan 2012.

Wish me luck :)

Abigail.

P/S: It's great to be positive!

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A little Sharing

2011-11-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

The past week had been a blessed week.It was because of great devotionals from New Creation Church!Each and every single devotional spoke directly to my heart.Here's e sharing:Day 1, I was mad at God for my parents were both admitted into TTSH. Read that day's devotional and it mentioned that God understands and it's ok if I had insulted him or was rude to him.. He is still willing to embrace me, listen and assure me that I am nt alone in my situation. Felt comforted.Day 2, felt I let God down badly in an aspect. And the day's devotional reminded me of God's grace and forgiveness, esp about the prodigal son returning to his dad after messing up. God's nature is exactly like the dad! So quick and eager to forgive and welcome us back! Day 3, yesterday, had a conflict with a coursemate. The day's devotional mentioned about forgiveness. Was amazing. How well written the devotional was. Forgiveness does not come because people deserve it. It's precisely because offenders do not deserve it, that's why forgiveness comes into the picture. In the first place, we ourselves do not deserve God's forgiveness, and yet, he still sent Jesus(his only son!) to die for us while we were still sinners!! Even though it's great that God does use such channels to speak to us, we do need to bear in mind that God may not work through such avenues all the time. We will still have to be open to all ways.Abigail.P/S: When rulers and intellects run after you, it gives us hope in pursuing a r/s with you, Lord.

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Tuesday

2011-11-01T14:03:00.001+08:00

Growing up does bring changes.

When I was younger in my sec/poly days, I enjoyed having packed schedules!

Now, no..

I like things to be relaxed.

There must be sth to do still but got to have enough time to rest and do what I like/want.

Anyway, first anniversary with bf is coming up!

Am brain storming for ideas ;)

Ok.. my lips are sealed.

Am looking forward to E Day~

Abigail

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The Aftermath

2011-10-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

Will you still love me

When my beautiful long dresses are gone

When my skin isn't as smooth as once was

When wrinkles and fine lines set

When body grows weak and frail

And, eventually when Im no longer by your side

Will you still keep memories of U and I
...

Life's short.

No one knows when our love ones will go..

Life truly seems fragile when things happen, often so after e dismiss of someone close has been announced.

Why do people not cherish their love ones when they're alive and kicking well?

Here I am, sitting in e emergency department of ttsh with my mum, answering my silent thoughts.

Mum is running a fever on top of her treatments.
I guess her age and present conditions caused such thoughts and feelings.
It's this way isn't it? Although some may say I shouldn't be feeling this way, as such lessons comes at e expense of my mum's health, I can't deny that there's a form of gratefulness in my heart for these lessons, in prevention of my heart grown cold.Shall blog till here today.

Abigail.

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The day of enjoyment

2011-10-27T12:01:00.001+08:00

It was a very cold in my room when I woke up yesterday morning, because I set my air con and fan on maximum speed. Haha, it was so cold that I need my blanket to cover up . I was surprised by my dear because she came to my house without my notice. She gave me a very warm hug and kiss. I feel blessed to have her! I love you Abi dear! Muacks :D My dear love to eat food, same as me haha. She like to eat sakae chawanmushi (steam egg), so in the afternoon I teach her how to do it. It was a fun and enjoying activity with her. I hope that next time she can do it for me to eat :x hee. Tony

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Slow down

2011-10-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

These days am slowing down.

I know I'm going back to studies proper one day but when will be the question.

I've never realised the importance of studies, not that I disregarded studies.

But I really do feel with all my heart now that pursing a higher education changes things.

Not just job prospects. But one's thinking as well.

It's always a regret to allow myself/people to distract me from pursuing my vocation.

Am thankful though that I'm still young.

However, given the fact that people's mentality and circumstances are always changing, I really do not know if pursuing a higher vocation will be on my list in future.

Well...

We've got the future to attest and see if plans really do go as planned then..

Abigail.

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An ordinary day

2011-10-25T15:22:00.001+08:00

Realised I blog more when I need to vent my frustrations.

Feel like screaming on top of my lungs!

E problem with my mum is that it's a love-hate r/s.

Sometimes I simply wish she wld just disappear.

Today.. mood's bad.

Stupid day.

Hope night wld be better.

Will be waxing bf's legs today..

Abigail

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Child of God.. no matter what.

2011-10-04T14:08:00.001+08:00

Days ago, I was feeling guilty towards God.

That morning went like this:

Abi got into e bathroom n began praying in tongues.

After awhile, these sentences formed:

"Ur a child of God. Don't feel guilty in approaching God. Satan wants u in guilt."

Immediately my guilt was lifted! Praise e Lord! Hahs!!

God's love really covers all sin n imperfections.

Thank God jesus had paid for our PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE SINS.

All we need to do is claim upon his promises, ask for his forgiveness whenever we let him down and move on.

After which, just be embraced in his loving kindness and mercy.

It's a great pity not to have you Lord.

People don't know how much u have instore for them. They don't know e kinda joy we have.

It's in my prayers that friends and all who reads this blog will one day know u e way i do, and that it's really ok to be real n honest with u.

Please help my friends n all who doesn't yet have this special r/s with u, come to know ur initimate love one day.

Hope they come to know e beautiful n wonderful person that they are in ur eyes.

Lord, take away e misconception that being a christian, people have to always perform n seem so perfect that some say christians are so fake.

It's not this way Lord. U died for us while we were sinners. U accepted us e way we are, rotten n imperfect.

What we really need is to accept ur love n get ready for a really special r/s with u.

It's gonna be interesting as u unfold plans for each and every one of us, that we're born for great works.

I pray that u help people know e most impt thing in e r/s with u is in letting u love us and heal our hurts n pain.

This r/s is so diff from bgr n all other r/s. It can only be understood by those who truely know u.

Ur quick to forgive. Slow to judge. Ur so friggin merciful

Ur e BEST LOVER n ENCOURAGER ever.

Am so holding on to u Lord.

It's my desire to never let you go. Thank you for promising that u'll never ever forsake us.

Abigail.

P/S: Holding on to God shamelessly! ;)

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Company Lunch and Walk-a-bout

2011-09-29T16:32:00.001+08:00

Today had company lunch.

Ate at coffee club.

E food's ok.

Changed my 'order' t twice.

Can't rmb e name but lunch was pasta with lobster, mussels, white clams and fish. Love seafood! *grins*

Had a good (though short) time with nice colleagues. Thank God for yen zhen's intro! ;)

Simon(manager) shared with us some goals for e upcoming months till year end, in e hope of obtaining better results for company.

Hope with better results, we'll then be able to obtain e year end incentive!

Anyway, after lunch went walking around vivo awhile.

Am back with lancome's brochure on their latest product 'Visionaire', some samples of visionaire and new knowledge of some make-up base.

There's this cosmetic outlet at vivo that gives customers a one day make up lesson, upon purchase of $100 worth of products.

E sales personnel's pretty!! Love her lashes!! Asked her where her's from and found out it's from e outlet. Will buy when 'richer' hahas..
And with e little joy I had today, will be catching up on work(hopefully~).

Abigail.

P/S: Loves skincare products and cosmetics.

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L.O.V.E

2011-09-28T23:43:00.001+08:00

Today( not hot not cold weather), I'm happy because I had a great night last night. I love the moment when I'm with my cutie girl at east coast. I feel so blessed when we walked along the beach and she hugged me. Tony

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Staying True..

2011-09-27T10:05:00.001+08:00

'Why is your music like this?' asked the guy.

'Because I like?" replied e girl.

The girl changed her ring tone soon after.

Sad.

Sometimes I find myself to be in such situations.

Changing my preferences just to suit others.

These days, I'm more in tune with my heart.

Don't wanna change myself into someone I'm not.

May my desire help realise who I wish to be always.

Abigail.

P/S: Norm VS What e heart truely wants

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Mood: On My Own

2011-09-24T17:31:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I get so frustrated for being in a r/s. No doubt there's e happiness, however, as no one's perfect, we tend to allow our partner's inperfect attributes affect us.

Anyway, it's no surprise encountering such feelings. Even renown people also experience such issues. Remembered reading a material of some famous people being interviewed.

E interviewer asked this couple if they ever contemplated divorce(as e interviewer was curious to know if these strong values-advocates ever did), e lady replied, "No, but murder, many times." Hahs!

Anyway, hope things will always have a happy ending.

P/S: Missing singlehood. Lesser problems.

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Whole Heartedly.

2011-09-22T19:22:00.001+08:00

I once believed and trusted a guy wholeheartedly believing his eyes were only on me.

Thought I've finally found my true love. However, after e r/s ended, realised naiveness n ignorance blinded me.

Now it's hard to trust e honeycombed words of boyfriends. Perhaps, even when they really meann what they said.

P/S: It feels as though simple-mindedness is a gift.

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Insomia Tonight

2011-09-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

A woman's mind is just so complex.

One usually gets burdened/troubled over e 'slightest' matter, especially in e area of people and relationships.

Have u ever regretted being entwined into certain friendships?

It's interesting how some pple catch up with you all of a sudden after not contacting u for so long, only to make u feel ur being contacted upon, for being able to provide some form of benefit(Esther not u ah ;)).

Really look down and despise such people. Hope I'll never be depising myself for such a reason.

These days, am not as nice(or stupid wld be a better word) as before.

You know, how people just so conveniently take advantage of ur 'nice-ness' to them?

No more such stupidity from me. Well, perhaps a lowerer dosage of such happenings are gonna happen hence forth.

Friends.. How many are truely concern about u. Many are concern for gaining thrills of listening to other's problems(misery I suppose), seeming so sympathetic but yet, have deceived others through playing e good samaritan.

Lord, im sick of being friends with people who aren't sincere but are surface friends. I ask of u to take them away/help me not to concentrate on them and give my time to friends/people who are genuine.

Show me clearly as I definitely do not wish to be hurt. Please answer this prayer n help me to be e kinda friend that I want for myself too. May u bless me with ur wisdom, love and everlasting happiness.

Thank u for family members n Tony dear. They are e best gifts ever. Am feeling happier knowing that these are e people who's worth my time, efforts and love. Thank u too for sending many great christian aunts n uncles to love us and help us in our times of need.

Also, pls bless my time tml at school with precision n happiness in enacting treatments.

Giving thanks to u does indeed cheer me up. Shall turn in soon. Gdnight, Lord Jesus. I commit my family, tony, his family n myself into ur hands. Protect us from harm n e evil one. Thank u, lord. Amen~

Abigail.

P/S: Wanna focus on ur love for me~

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Hi everybody! :D

2011-09-19T00:28:00.001+08:00

Hmmm..

This is my first time blogging.

Never had a chance to blog, so just trying out. Hehe

Testing 1 2 3

Testing clear out.

Ended

Tony

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Seeing things clearer

2011-08-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

Today just finished attending e morn lecture.

The principal's awesome. Delievered the lesson well with great eloquence in both mandarin and english.

These days was just thinking though alittle.

There's some friends where I now call them acquaintances.

There's many other thoughts too.

Presently, I know what i want better.

If im not going to have what I want, most prob won't settle for 2nd best either.

I'm always assessing.

Have you?

2011-07-27T10:36:00.008+08:00

Have you ever felt sick of meeting anyone at all that
all you wished to do was to get to point A to point B with no humans in sight?

Have you ever felt like you wanted so much to have your freedom back when you're in a relationship but when you finally got your wish, you totally regretted it? (Vice versa also can)

Have you ever gotten ready to accompany someone out but decided not to as e 'someone' just ruined your day?

Have you ever suspected a friend/love one/tenant for stealing your bras?

Have you ever tried uploading a photo on blogspot and realised no matter how many countless tries you tried, there's just no photos appearing?

Have you ever seriously taken the time to stop, pause and just listen to your heart and desires?

Have you ever acted on what you truely wanted to do than just follow the norm?

Have you ever thought that today might just be the day for you to do something different and not just go about your daily 'chores'?

And, have you ever thought that there could be something more in this life than just counting on yourselves in every single thing not knowing that there's always this special friend around waiting to just comfort you, love you and help you, accepting you even with all your flaws that no one but only you yourself know?

P/S: It's my greatest wish to live each and every single day happily. How about you?

LOL!

2011-07-19T00:50:00.022+08:00

It's seriously been a long time since I've last blogged.
So why am I blogging now?

Well that's because sth 'interesting' happened today.
*Pun absolutely intended*

Here's a most ridiculous correspondence ever for your reading pleasure:

Person 1: Can you help to plan for ***"s bday?
...
Person 2: Can.. (There's a little more dialogue but main point is CAN.)
...
** Apprx a week later.. Person 1 approached Person 2 with regards to the bday planning.

Person 1:I see.. Do you still wanna organise ***'s bday or I ask someone else organise instead if too tiring for you? You can tell me honestly
...
Person 2: *** say everyone is bz nowsday. don have to put in unneccessary effort n stress to organise anything if you r bz, no one will be blame anyway. Simply wish *** tru call or sms also can ma, as long as we r sincere enough to do it:)
...
Person 1: ... Most of us have an average schedule. There is nth called added stress unless you agreed to help despite knowing u can't in the first place. Then you shld nt have agreed to help. It's very disappointing hearing such response from u...
...
Person 2: Wait..I think there is a miscommunication. I oni agreed to help out, but nt organise!

LOL!!

Don't you think the correspondence is so off?

It's okie if person 2 does not want to help this friend of hers to plan/organise(they both meant the same thing in layman terms isn't it? Doesn't matter which word is used.) but it's terrible to give ur word knowing you can't be ur friend's bday organiser in the first place and yet to be giving such insensitive remarks!

This person could have been honest from the start and not do so only when person 1 approached person 2 apprx after a week since person 2 promised to plan for their friend's bday.

**In the first place if you don't have e heart to plan, you should have taken the initiative to at least inform whoever that requested your help to ask someone else plan and not give such phony replies. Lucky e friend checked with you again if not who knows if there would be any bday celebration for e bday pal.**
**No responsibility at all**

E worst thing that could have happened is person 2 could actually quote words like unneccessary efforts and stress with regards to planning for a friend's bday.

**Btw, sorry if the dialogue seems too much for you readers, bare with me awhile and I believe you would emphathise with person 1 and the bday girl**

Don't there seem to be some form of cover up and a shirk of responsibility by not answering directly to the question posed by person 1? (Look at the dialogue in blue)
Instead, an insensitive text was returned to person 1.

Well girl... you could have just said," Sorry, i've been really busy. I think it'll be very helpful if you can ask someone else to organise instead."

So simple!

LOL.

I can't help but to question, are you seriously so insincere and without gratitude that all u could afford is to send a text or sms to wish ur friend a happy bday? Yes.. sure if you are seriously so friggin busy(then don't promise ur help to save face?) or are just general friends/acquaintances. But are you just general friends and acquaintances? LOL!

E thing is that this friend you were suppose to help organise her bday is actually the first in the clique to make payment for your present/bday cake. This friend also bought ur love one a bday gift when no one else did when ur love one celebrated his bday with e clique previously. Is it too much to ask YOU TO SHARE THE BURDEN of a friend who needed a break from planning because her mum had an operation and had to assist her mum in undergoing follow up treatments that would require lotsa energy, thus not being able to plan for this sweet friend's bday?

When you needed help with ur love one's celebration, that friend (whose mum just had an op) took up the responsibility to help you with collection of materials for him etc. How much UNNECESSARY EFFORT's been put in , STRESS produced. Just to remind you. That friend was even CRITICISED by your love one during the collection process not knowing meet-ups were set up due to MAKING YOUR PLAN FOR YOUR LOVE ONE SUCCEED!

Interestingly you can say you only agreed to help and not organised, when you actually agreed to plan for ***'s bday.

Hey!!! Person 1 asked you," Can you help to plan for ***'s bday?"

The question was not asked like this:" Can you help ME to plan for ***'s bday" nor
" Can you help/assist ABC to plan for ***'s bday."

It was so straightforward. So don't come up with such a ridiculous reply to cover your shortcoming/lie. It's not the first time already.

If seriously no one blames you for saying that, I think the whole world can be turned upside down.

Well, it's such a shame. Thought u were really sweet. But who knows.

So bottom line is: TIME truely shows one's true character and attitude.

P/S: If you ever want to sustain true friendships, please ensure you are a true friend yourself first. Sincere and genuine people would NEVER want to be acquainted with such superficial persons.

Me, Myself and I

2011-04-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

Im here blogging again.
Haven't been blogging for quite some time.

Just started blogging again ytd.
Anyway, work has been busy but good.

There's actually so many things I wanna type here..
However, I don't feel ready to say some things publicly so shall just keep them to myself.

Anyway,
I find it tough to place other's needs on top of mine,
not that I don't enjoy as it does bring u happiness when U see smiles on ur love ones faces.
However, I do find it challenging during tired/moody moments to still be needing to place others' needs on top of mine.

Thank goodness there's sth called blogspot,
where I can release whenever I feel moody, unhappy etc etc..

I guess it's like that..
With emotions, there's certainly gonna be many many troublesome feelings.
Just hope the 'happy' feelings will be e superior ones.

Dear Lord..
Please sustain me..
I need your grace badly..
I just pray that each and every moment Tony, I and our love ones will be filled with your endless love.
Please fill us to the extent where we'll never feel dried up or lack love.
Thank you for being e greatest lover, listener and 'acknowledger'.

Please draw me closer to you.
I need you so much.. so so much.

P/S: People will always fall short of your expectations. God will never.

When love dries and indifference sets in

2011-04-08T01:20:00.001+08:00

When someone u value or love, be it family, friends or love ones treats u with indifference, one naturally experiences mixtures of diff feelings.

Some would try to salvage e situation by being nice to e other party, some respond in fear, some with worries and others with e exact same indifference.

Personally, if after being nice to e other party, and yet am given e cold treatment, I'll stop being nice and indifference overcomes me as well.

For family members and friends, it'll probably take a few days for me to cool down when unhappiness/disagreements arises.
I'll probably be deep in thought wondering if they are worth my effort, time and love.

When im in a r/s, if after letting go of my pride, and yet am still treated with indifference, it'll probably get me thinking if e person im with is really e right one for me. There'll probably be indifference on my side too to e other party.

However, for God, im happy tt he's not tangible nor can be contacted physically, which leaves room for me to reflect and meditate on his word/love.

Am definitely glad tt he'll always be my best confidante and listener.
With him, there's always a way out.

Thank you, Lord.

P/s: Im always evaluating.

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Expectations and what ifs..

2011-03-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

These days, I've been experiencing a fair bit of lows..

Have been having terrible dreams, consecutively.

Could it have been better if none of it even happened?

I guess I would still be pretty contended with where I was.

I thought I've grown up.

However, the same familiar emotions are back.

Perhaps, it was just a thought that I had already grown.

Or perhaps,

I did.. just not enough.

Wanna shut off.

Is there a button I could activate to do so?

P/s: I want a paradise without worries and problems. Give it to me.

Frustrated

2011-03-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

Just need an outlet.
There's so much I feel like typing, blogging or whatever you wanna call it.

There's so many mixture of feelings.
Wanna scream,
wanna cry.

I'm emo today.
Very.

I hate it when people takes advantage of me.
Am not a doormat.

I can be nice but when it's too much,
I won't entertain you.
There'll be a cold shoulder instead.

Am so angry.

P/s: I deserve better.

2011-02-10T01:40:00.002+08:00

Today's my 3rd round of Yu Sheng... with Tony x)
However, round 3's special as it's just him and me "lo-hei-ing".
It's pretty sweet actually~
We were sending well wishes to each other as well as wishing our r/s all e best in various ways.
It's a very sweet experience of "lo-hei" ;)

Wah.. super tired now actually. Side track abit lol.

Anyway,
work was good today.
Somehow I wasn't as eager to be off work today.
Am starting to take a better interest in my job ;)
Hope it'll get better and better! :)

Also,
Valentine's Day is coming!!! Rahs!!!
Hopefully my darling boy will make this V'day a memorable one as it's e first V'day we're celebrating together.(I'm hinting u Tony darling :P)
Can't wait to get our rings! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!

Another worth mentioning event's that Tony finally visited my cousin's shop!
Did a blood vessel scan for him.
His's vessels are still alright, however, he's a fair bit of toxins in his body!
Need to do detox! U heard me, Tony Chong? x)

As, I'm very tired now,
I shall round up alr.
Am happy to see my darling boy again after work.
May we be as loving and happy as we are now, yearsssssssss down e road!

P/S: I'm so hooked to kissing and smooching Tony Chong.
PP/S: My boy has super kissable cheeks and lips! Love kissing him to bits! ;)

What a BLAST!!!

2011-02-02T09:11:00.003+08:00

These days I'm enjoying myself alot with Tony Chong.
Am really happy with him despite e squabbles we may have.
It's really fun being with him :)

Recently,
I introduced 'Speed' to Tony.
He was hooked to it no less than 2 games! LOL!!!
Kept bugging me to play with him 'Uno' and 'Speed'.
He's like a big kid in a man's body! Haha.
This's most evident when he beats me in both games,
as he happily "mocks" me and labels me as a "loser",
with his fingers forming an L-Shape against this forehead.
It wasn't offensive but very funny instead!
Made me laugh like crazy and so,
I too, picked it up from him and enact it when he loses to me!
Hah!

Yesterday, he came over to my place and helped mummy fry prawns!
He's superb!
I was so scared of the 'dancing' oil as it was literally frying my hand.
As for him, he was so calm that he started taking over my duty due to my shrieks, other than having to fulfill his own! LOL!
At the same time, he was advising mum how to cook shark's fin.
LOL!!!

Can u imagine a 23yr old guy teaching a 61yr old housewife to cook?!
He's just so amazing.
Knows alot of stuff! :)

Love e way he's able to get along so well with my mum and bro!
Can talk and joke around like happy buddies.
Really warms my heart and..
makes me so envious that he's able to hit off so fast and well with family.
Hahs.

Thanks to him that we were able to have abalone and great dessert last night.
I believe our tenants had a great time too :)

These days, I can't exactly recall how long have we been not away from each other
due to staying over at each other's places almost everyday.

Hope e rest of CNY will bring us more fond memories! :)

P/S: My love for u is ever increasing... at an exponential rate! ;)

2nd home...

2011-01-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

The past week was spent at Tony's place.
Wah...
Sure gain weight.
Everyday ask me to eat eat eat.
Morning, afternoon, night, supper!!!!
BEST! LOL!

Staying at his place opened my eyes
even more.
Could really feel his love for me.
He's a really great bf!
Takes real good care of me.
Am loving him more and more.

And I found out that he liked me ever since e first time he saw me! :P
Hehehehehe..
Was like @.@!!!

Ytd, my honey boy fed me abalone, seasoned by himself hahahahahs!
Not bad not bad! :D

I like it when he sends me to e nearby bus stop in e morning for work if not mrt.
I love hugging him and kissing him many many times throughout e day.
It feels great too when he accompanys me to slp in his sis room till I have fallen aslp, before heading back to his room.
Really love having him around ;)
Makes me feel like a princess! :)

Today, another highlight was bathing his nieces, Glenda and Germaine.
They are really very sweet and cute! Cheeky and naughty too! hahas.
Germaine really got me giggling inside when i washed her hair.
She would scream as though she's about to cry, scaring me big time!!!
In e end I found out from Glenda that that's Germaine's normal reaction when she has her hair washed! lol.

Later in e evening, Glenda and I went with Tony to a nearby mama shop to get some drinks.

And now, I'm with Tony in his sis's room blogging and watching tv!
Muahahahahaha!
So tata everyone! x)

P/S: It feels like we've been together forever~

Past few days...

2011-01-15T19:56:00.005+08:00

Let me see..
The past few days have been great!
Have been spending time with my darling boy :)
Caught Gulliver's Travels with him this week.
The movie's great!
Enjoyed myself very much :)

Another highlight of the week would be him
adorning fake eyelashes!!! Hahahahahas!!!
Both of us laughed like mad la.
When my mum went into the room,
he was so embarrassed that his hands were over his face,
threatening to pull e eyelashes out if my mum gt to see them!
LOL!!!

So with such rarity on hand,
photo taking was a must! x)
Check out our facebook profiles to view them! :D

As for today,
baby received facial and gua sa.
He look damn er xin in e mask pls. LOL!
There's his sexy lips and xiao bai lian x)

It's really fun to have baby around
as he succumbs to my "bullying" and whims and fancies.
Wahahahaha!!!

However,
he was really making alot of noise today
at the start of facial.
Keep insisting on this and that,
that and this.
Ma fan ah!!! :P

Also,
he's so mean!!!
Keeps 'police-stunting' me!
SOoooooooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rahs!!!

But nevertheless,
he saves his skin by keeping family and me in mind
through his actions(eg. brands, abalone, lychee cocktail )

Love this silly boy to bits! :)
Even as i'm lying on his legs blogging,
am feeling really happy to be with him.
It's seriously the best thing ever that's happened for me. XD

P/S: Love me for who I am and I'll be yours for life ;)

Hello 2011!!!!

2011-01-01T17:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEYONE! :D

A brand new year,
A brand new beginning.

(quoted from u darling boy ;))

New Year's eve was spent at vivo.
Thanks to Sun, we played Cluedo and caught fireworks.
We proceeded to Wei zhe's place after that.

Tony came at 3am plus after work.
Was happy to see him.
We spent e night at wei zhe's place till 7am while e rest left a little earlier.
It's a great new year eve as well as new year.

It's a joy to spend days like that with ur pals.
I'm really happy to spend time like this with my friends :)

So.. thank you friends for all e great moments u have given me :D

P/S: Savouring every moment of joy received~

2010-12-29T19:55:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but when it comes to you,
there's always a discomfort in my heart knowing that
you belonged to someone else before,
even though you wasn't my first.

Somehow I wished I was e only one who possessed you.
Even until now this discomfort in my heart is still around.
Sigh.

In life I guess it's hard to find any who is utterly single minded
right from e start.

Teach me not to move on.

P/S: I wish that didn't happen.

Some things that were on my mind

2010-12-28T23:44:00.004+08:00

Hm...
Was randomly thinking of things on my way back home.

Love..

What is love really about?:)

Well,
love is when one goes out of the way for someone
even when it's inconvenient.

It touches me when pple go out of the way for me.
Makes me feel really warm inside.

It's very nice too when one takes e initiative
to care for another and to show concern.

I'm glad to have friends like that.

Really miss those friends, hahas.

As for my day,
I took e day off as I had some other stuff on.

Right now,
am talking to Tony Chong.
It's funny as he's telling me what I should be posting hahas..
Must tell you guys that he's very very cheeky and thick skinned!
For past few days, he's been bugging me to call him "Lao Gong"
Hahahahas...
Don't know why i feel so uncomfortable with e term.
Maybe it sounds too mushy? Hahahs..
Or perhaps it's becz we are not exactly husband and wife.
Anyway, as long as Tony knows he's e only one in my heart,
and my most beloved boy can alr ;)
Love you sweetheart! :D

Mum's cutting mango for me currently~
Sooooooo happy!
Too bad darling can't eat! :P
Don't sad.
Wanna eat, go 24hr supermart buy!
Muahahahahaha! xP
If not,
come my place eat after reservist ;)
Muacks! :D

Anyway,
I'm going to eat my mango now!
Shall blog again tml~ :D

P/S: Love is more than convenience. It takes effort to win a girl's heart! ;)

PP/S: Stick to e guy who treats you best ;)

Bowling..

2010-12-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

Today's great!:D
Went to church.
Love e sermon~
Was about treatment of wives and love.

Pretty interesting.
Husbands were created to give unconditional love,
while wives were created to give love in response to
husband's unconditional love.
So... Guys.. You should get e hint ;)

After church,
met baby and friends.
Went bugis as baby wanted to get his iphone.
After getting his phone,
he wanted to bring me to SK jewellery to get me a necklace!
BUT...
felt was too early for that so he gt me sth more practical.
Mascara ;)
Thank you baby!
Really appreciate your thought! :D

Bowling was next on e agenda.
Wei zhe's super good la.
Hidden talent! LOL!

For dinner,
we ate at White Tangerine.
Love e food there :)

And once again,
e day wrapped up with baby sending me home
and saying "Hi!" to mummy.

He's such a darling la.
Super bashful infront of mama.
Hahas.

Just love e way things are now :)

P/S: Love........ till e end of time~

X'mas moments...

2010-12-25T17:54:00.004+08:00

It's X'mas today!
Happy Birthday Jesus! :D

Met mum at amk hub for lunch before heading for orchard.
They sealed part of the road today for some props.
Had coffee at starbucks first then to Cotton On to gt a top.
LOL!
Sigh..
So broke.
Didn't wanna spend any money on clothes alr but...
that shirt was just irresitable.
So yup!
Shirt's mine now, lol.

Baby's working today.
So am spending X'mas without him.
Can't wait to see him tml~
:)

Recently,
alot of friends have been asking me abt bf and I.
No worries friends,
my baby treats me pretty well.
Am happy being with him ;)

He makes me feel quite taken care of and provided for.
He's great ;)
Kinda surprised that baby's able to take gooooood care of me!
hehehehehehe....

So wish us all e best ya?!

P/S: I'm so happy to have you, Tony dear..

PP/S: You made me laugh when you tried 'teaching' me how to address you over the phone when I greeted you with your first name,ytd. x) I love you sweetheart ;)

Merry X'mas and Happy First Month~

2010-12-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! :D
Wow! Time... flies!
It's coming to e end of 2010.
Can't help agreeing that time really waits for no man.

Must really treasure time spent with love ones.
And likewise,
I'm missing you so so much again Tony darling.
Even now also feel e ache in my heart hahas.
Nvm. Absence makes e heart fonder.
Just wait till can see you lo :)

Anyway,
Merry X'mas to you and Happy First Month!
I know I wished you on FB and SMS alr...
Guess another round of wishing won't hurt~ x)

Hm..
was looking forward to seeing you ltr too
but since e gov love you so much then nvm.
Sunday shall be e day then ;)
Take care and love you darling boy :D

P/S: Our love story~

Missing you..

2010-12-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

Wah...
Sometimes I think it's bothersome having feelings, lol.
I'm missing you like crap Tony darling.
Like seriously.
Sigh.

Lucky there's things keeping me occupied tonight.
Cannot miss you or think of you too much.
Must really find stuff to do to occupy my time.
Will most probably be joining dance!
Can't wait.
Love e adrenaline I get from it.
Wooooooooooohooooooooooooooo! ;)

Hope you get well baby..
Also........ hope you don't work tml!
Am worried la..
Better don't make me worry k! Muacks! :)
Hope you get enough slp!
3 weeks more to go and I'll be seeing more of you!
So looking forward :D

P/S: Hopefully I'll get to see you on our first month together~

PP/S: I realise there's alot of 'Hope' in my blog today, lol.

Tuesday

2010-12-22T01:24:00.003+08:00

Today's a busy day!
However, it was pretty fulfilling :)
Went for class on Meridian channels and patting.
Was pretty interesting!
Can help in slimming, detox, blood circulation as well as
prevention of diseases ;)
Was pretty good.
Didn't feel slpy attending class today :)

As there were customers in the afternoon,
I had to make a move back to e salon first.
Had to service 2 customers by myself today!
Busy busy!
Tiring but again,
fulfilling.
Very satisfied with my job :)

Am pretty happy that my customers and I get along well.
They're very nice.
My cousin/boss is also very nice too.
Always treat me for lunch!!! hahahs
She's pretty easy going.
Hence, I enjoy working for her :)

My interest in beauty and health and wellness is growing.
I might seriously be getting a dip/cert in the field.
Still exploring though :)
I am interested in make up too :D

Can't wait for next month to come!
Am thinking of dying my hair red and doing my eye lash!
My customer bringing me! Muahahahaha..
Got discount hehehe...

So after work,
went for dance prac with YAD!
Was really happy to see them.
Dance was awesome as usual.
Really like e dance.
Very graceful!
Think e choreo's great ;)

After dance,
went for a drink with Esther and Shantelle.
Catched up with them abit.
Was happy to do so! :D

And.........
my baby gave me another surprise today when he
told me he was at j8!!!
Super sweet!
Tired still pick me up!
Love you darling boy!
Appreciate it ;)

Hope you're having a gd slp now!
Have fun shooting tml!
Know you'll do great ;)
Muacks! :D

P/S: Miss you, Tony Chong x)

Surprise surprise~

2010-12-21T01:45:00.003+08:00

Once again, I am blogging in order to record
happenings of things that happened and of cz
about us ;)

Today when you told me you weren't meeting me
I was kinda sad but I understand you needed your rest.
Hence, I begin thinking of what to do when we don't meet often.
Thought I would spend my time hanging out with family, friends, dance, church and spending time alone.

However,
nothing beats spending time with you hahs ;)

So.....
It's great getting a surprise from you,
when you suddenly appeared at Prata House! LOL!
Was damn happy!!!!!! Wahahahahahah!!!

Even though we didn't spend much time together,
it's great just seeing you for a little while :)

And as usual,
I love receiving your calls,
esp hearing you telling me you miss me.
Love hearing your voice :)

I think it's very sweet of you to tell me that I'll be able to manage your finances for you in future, hahs!
You better make sure I don't spend it all on shopping sprees! LOL!
Love you so so much baby boy :)

P/S: JIA YOU FOR WORK SWEETIE! ;)

Thinking of you...

2010-12-19T19:05:00.003+08:00

Am on my sofa thinking of you now Tony darling :)
Missing you.
Reason why I'm blogging again is becz I wanna
capture all e beautiful moments we share :)

The night you sent me home, you really surprised me
when you said "Hi, Mama" to my mum hahas..
Made both of us laugh.
You were really cute :)

Something which was impossible has happened.
That is us getting together! Hahas..
Kinda feels like a dream somehow.. :)
Just like being with you,
sitting by e sea, lying on your shoulders.

I love it when you tell me you love me many times a day.
I love it when you tell me I am beautiful.
I love feeling your warm lips on mine.
I love kissing your cheeks.
I love hugging you and being in your arms.
I love how you disturb/tease me at times.
I love it when you are affectionate towards me infront of your bros
and when we're out.(You make me feel that I am truly yours :))
I love it when we have heart to heart talks.
I love it when we whisper sweet nothings to each other.
I love it when you call me to tell me you miss me.
I love it when you tell me you want to marry me.
I love it when you even tell me it'll happen in 6 years time.
I love knowing that you made plans regarding us.
I love it when you tell me you want a boy and a girl.
I love it when we snuggle close together.
I love the way you hold my hands... even when you're driving.
I love it when you tell me how much you like kissing me.
(I feel e same way too)
I love you more and more darling boy :)

Though we just got together but like you said,
it feels like we've been together forever :)
I am happy that we knew each other for years
before getting attached.
I believe our r/s will be strong and lasting.

I know that even when our hair turn white,
we would still be loving and affectionate towards each other,
going on overseas dates and reminising the past.
Hand in hand will we still be, taking strolls,
smiling along side each other.

"That's when I love you"

P/S: I wanna grow old with you ;)

Records of our dates (Tony and Abi)

2010-12-17T03:10:00.006+08:00

We got together on 25th Nov.
Our first movie together was with Alvin at MS.
We watched Harry Potter.
2nd movie alone was Megamind at Vivo.
3rd movie together was Rapunzel at Nex.

The first time we held hands and hugged was at Mount Faber.
The first time we kiss was in ur car under my block.
You even asked for permission when we were at Mount Faber.
However, I wasn't ready that time.
Still... Love you anyway :)

Today..
You met my mum.
Called her "Ma Ma" hahas..
Made us smile.
You're e first bf who calls her that. ;)
I believe you will enjoy a great friendship/relationship with my mum.

Things you do that touched my heart were doses of love through
e cough syrup, brands essence, herbal sweets and birdnest you got me.
I feel like my love for you increases each and very single moment, spending time with you.

You make me believe in love again ;)
I am so happy to have you.
Bliss is what I am experiencing now.
I am not perfect..
I hope you'll be able to love me even with my flaws.

I can't guarantee we will live life without quarrels and arguements,
but I believe our love for each other will draw us closer despite our differences.
I nvr wanna be anyone other than you.
You're my one and only......... now and forever baby..
I love you......... so so so much! :)

P/s: You are always on my mind ;)

I want to dance again

2010-10-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

I realised I'm not exactly cut out to study at poly with it's hectic schedules.
Ain't very good at coping with study stress.
Makes me really depressed.
However, I hope to pursue language in future.
Shall just focus on getting a job for now.

Am kinda interested in beauty courses so
am most probably gonna start work at my cousin's salon
in 3 months time.

Went to the park for a walk with my mp3 player.
Felt so much better.

Miss dancing alot.
Have loved dancing ever since 7.
Danced on and off.
I'll be dancing one day again.

Shall just take a step at a time.

Anyway,
don't know why but I was thinking about some things in the park.
I believe I would want to end up being with someone in future.
However, I do not want kids even though I like children.
Super not easy to bring them up! =/

Although many says inner beauty triumphs over appearance,
I still feel that appearance is important to me.
Many would agree with me.

Alright..
Shall end off here.
Tata~

p/s:Thank you for loving me the way I am lord.. I love you too..

2010-10-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

The only time I felt alive these two years were when I'm dancing

A Meaningful song..

2010-08-10T16:27:00.001+08:00

Sara Groves - "Hello Lord"

Hello Lord, it's me your child
I have a few things on my mind
Right now I'm faced with big decisions
And I'm wondering if you have a minute, cuz
Right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if you could speak up

I know that you tore the veil
So I could sit with you in person
And hear what you're saying but
Right now, I just can't hear you.

I don't doubt your sovereignty
I doubt my own ability to
Hear what you're saying
And to do the right thing
And I desperately want to do the right thing
But right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if you could speak up

I know that you tore the veil
So I could sit with you in person
And hear what you're saying but
Right now, I just can't hear you.

And somewhere in the back of my mind
I think you are telling me to wait
And though patience has never been mine
Lord, I will wait to hear from you
Oh Lord, I'm waiting on you

Right now I don't hear so well
And I was wondering if you could speak up

I know that you tore the veil
So I could sit with you in person
And hear what you're saying but
Right now, I think you're whispering

Be Strong and of Good Courage

2010-03-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

http://www.konghee.com/www/2010/03/be-strong-courageous/

" I am the vine, you're the branches " John 15:5

2010-01-15T19:41:00.002+08:00

2010-01-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

"Every one is beautiful and talented in their own way; never compare yourself to others. If you keep comparing yourself with others, it will be your downfall"

Faith

2009-12-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

Solution to Overcome Doubts and Fears:

http://www.chc.org.sg/eng/ministry/bb_2009_08.php

2009-12-13T08:14:00.002+08:00

God has the goodness to bless, the righteousness to rule and the power to bring peace and prosperity to His people.

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/12/let-god-be-your-king/

Attitude and receiving

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/12/my-attitude-governs-my-receiving/

Coincidence?

2009-12-01T00:32:00.007+08:00

Hey Janis,

If you do come by my blog,
just to let you know,
when typed "All had fallen short of the glory of God" in one of my emails to you- went to check out one of my bro's mentor's blog(http://www.willyjoe.blogspot.com/),
this video caught my attention.
('coincidentally' in the guitarist, Jeremy's video, the same verse was being mentioned)

Titled-Pure Heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BD2aVr_2gjo

Although some may disregard this 'coincidence',
to me, this's one way God came through to me(was reminded of certain incidents).

Thus,
I believe that God had sth in store for my evening through Jeremy's video.
At the same time, believe God could have sth in store for you guys too!
Enjoy =)

P/S: Opps, right verse should be: "All Have Sinned and Fall Short of the Glory of God "
Romans 3:23 ( Note: 'Fall' is in present tense but don't despair for there's always hope in GOD :D)

" Fly like a bird "

2009-11-23T02:32:00.010+08:00

Gospel in her songs.

Lady-Mariah Carey

Fly Like A Bird

Somehow I know that
There's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens
And let me be free to

[chorus]

Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of you by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray you'll come and carry me home

Can we recover
Will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other
We would find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondant
That I feel the need to

[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need You now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home

Keep your head to the sky
With God's love you'll survive

Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side

Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me home
Higher Jesus
Carry me higher Lord

I Wish You Well

This goes out to you
And you and you
You know who you are

Hmm, hmm, hmm
When glory days
Turn to stormy nights
You must have been
So petrified
Didn't you
Didn't you feel so cold
You against the world
In a losing fight
CaptiveOf your demons inside

So you sought an enemy
(I'm not your enemyHe lives in youYou know it's true)
Like times beforeTo mock ignorantly
(But the Lord said loveLove your enemy so just)
Take heed
To the Word it's time
Check Proverbs 19:29
Don't cry

I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

I truly wanted solidarity
Still wearing
My blinders back then(So much I didn't see)
I weep for what I dreamed
We all could be
I'll keep you in prayer
Till the end

Still bruised
Still walk on eggshells
Same frightened child
Hide to protect myself(Can't believe I still needTo protect myself from you)
But you can't manipulate me
Like before
Examine first JohnChapter 4 verse 4

And
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

Be strong in the Lord
And power of His might

If my shows of gratitude
Are miniscule
Inside your mind, sorry(I'm so sorryPlease forgive me)
There's only so much I can do
I love you
And did all that I could

Maybe when you're cursing me
You don't feel so incomplete
But we've all made mistakes
Felt the guilt and self-hate

I know you've been there
For me plenty
Maybe still got love for me
But let him without sin cast
The first stone brethren
But who remains standing then
Not you not I see
Phillipians 4:9
Put it into practice
And the God of Peace
Will be with you)

So
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

(He who the SonSets free is free indeed)
No weapon formed
Against me shall prosper
Surely God is my salvation
I will trustAnd not be afraid
The Lord
The Lord is my salvation
I will trust in Him
YesI know that
I know
That I know
That I know

But I have had God's help
To this very day
And so I stand here
And testify
To small and great alike
So the more you curse me
The more you're blessing me
The Word said it
Love your enemies

Do good to those
Who curse you
Pray for those
Who mistreat you
Psalms 129:2
They have greatly
Oppressed me
From my youth
But they have
Not gained
Victory over me
(In Jesus' name)

I wish you well
He that keeps his mind
State on the Lord
He will keep them
In perfect peace

2009-11-21T01:02:00.002+08:00

Ups and down.
You know,
people come and go.

Inconsistencies, consistencies.
Sometimes life's full of self pity, bitterness, pain and hurts.

Any idea why loving others can be such a chore?

Ans: Duty, Rules and more rules. And when one just had enough.

Fortunately through all e lows, there's still hope.

P/s: Sanguine?

True Friends

2009-11-03T01:59:00.004+08:00

True/Good friends

True friends will not have us compromising values and what's impt to us.
True friends want the best for us.
True friends will be happy even when we excel or supersede them.
True friends love at all times(tough but what to do,ha).
True friends make a conscious choice to be one.
True friends will learn patience for our sakes.
True friends will share our joy as well as our pain.
True friends will listen, will encourage, will apologise when need be.
True friends will correct you in truth and in love(may hurt though).
True friends forgive.
True friends keep no record of wrongs.
True friends accept you e way you are.
True friendships need to be cultivated(effort needed).

Will you take time to build what's steadfast and genuine?

And in saying so, lets be the kind of friends we would like to have!

" Wounds from a friend can be trusted,
But an enemy multiplies kisses."

Proverbs 27:6

P/s: Praise be to God - Sustainer of all relationships =)

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/10/true-friends/

Choose your friends wisely

2009-10-29T02:57:00.003+08:00

http://www.bible-knowledge.com/bible-friends.html

Special touch by God

2009-10-26T03:28:00.002+08:00

Prayed for best possible link:

http://freepages.religions.rootsweb.ancestry.com/~judyarnold/

Confessions of E heart

2009-10-19T03:56:00.004+08:00

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/09/what-should-you-confess/

Anyway,

My hols have been pretty busy!

Little rest with lotsa of ups and downs.

However,

still firmly believe our gd Lord has e best in store for us!

Btw,

there'll be dance performance on 26 Oct!

Come support TPDE if can!

Timing to be advised ;)

P/S: I choose happiness~

The Ten Commandments..

2009-09-17T14:12:00.003+08:00

THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
1. Do not worship other gods.
2. Do not worship idols.
3. Do not misuse God's name.
4. Keep the Sabbath holy.
5. Honor your father & mother.
6. Do not murder.
7. Do not commit adultery.
8. Do not steal.
9. Do not lie.
10.Do not covet.

Keeping the 10 commandments in view helps me not to forget them!

Anyway, internet's at home's down. So have been hopping from places to places just to access e net.
At the same time,
had been pretty bogged down by activities these days
but not gonna forget that e Joy of the Lord is my Strength!
God will sustain and help me pull through!

So currently,
I'm just expecting a really great day from GOD ;)

P/s: Keep smiling~

Failures and Rejects

2009-09-14T11:47:00.001+08:00

http://ymiblogging.org/2009/09/failures-and-rejects/

He will not crush the weakest reed or put out a flickering candle (Isaiah 42:3).

Phony laughter

2009-09-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

http://ymiblogging.org/2009/09/phony-laughter/

2009-08-29T08:14:00.001+08:00

Hope in God
http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/08/hope-in-god/

Excellence for Life
http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/08/excellence-for-life/

Don't be presumptuous
http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/08/dont-be-presumptuous/

Do not fear..

2009-08-21T08:18:00.001+08:00

http://www.examiner.com/x-9765-Cleveland-Biblical-Living-Examiner~y2009m8d20-Do-not-fear-Jesus-Christ-and-the-Holy-Spirit-are-praying-for-you

Peace of God

2009-08-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/07/the-peace-of-god/

Some readings..

2009-08-18T14:23:00.001+08:00

Here to make a Contribution:

http://www.purposedriven.com/article.do?method=articlePage&contentId=201755

Work:

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/08/work/

Developing Long-Term Relationships

2009-08-15T02:40:00.003+08:00

“Some friendships do not last, but some friends are more loyal than brothers” (Proverbs 18:24 TEV).

The Bible gives us six building blocks for developing long-term relationships:

1. We must be considerate. “People want others to be loyal, so it is better to be poor than to be a liar” (Proverbs 19:22 NCV).

2. We must be confidential. “No one who gossips can be trusted with a secret, but you can put confidence in someone who is trustworthy” (Proverbs 11:13 TEV).

3. We must be candid. “An honest answer is a sign of true friendship” (Proverbs 24:26 TEV).

4. We must be constructive. “People learn from one another, just as iron sharpens iron” (Proverbs 27:17 TEV).

5. We must be consistent. “Friends always show their love. What are relatives for if not to share trouble?” (Proverbs 17:17 TEV).

6. We must be committed. “Some friendships do not last, but some friends are more loyal than brothers” (Proverbs 18:24 TEV). The point is obvious: You will attract whatever you are!

Looking at this devotion,
I realise that there's always room for improvement to be a better friend.
It's in my prayers that God will give me more Godly and pure thoughts as well as genuine concern and love.
I'm sick of having friends who takes me forgranted so to some friendships I guess it's better to let go and let God provide me with better friends.
I believe he'll.

P/s: Choosing to hope for the best!

2009-08-13T19:42:00.001+08:00

Shooots just realised there'll be an audition on 7 sept tooo

hmmm...

Sumptuous meal ;)

2009-08-13T18:48:00.005+08:00

Whoooooo~

Today had a really good meal with Mireen(fellow dance-mate ;D)

Shared 2 main dish and 3 servings of great desserts! =D
Shall grab e photos from Mireen after she has uploaded ;)

Anyway,
Can't wait for hols to come and for me to start work soon!
Wanna get a new phone(miss e N70 =( ),probably an mp3,speakers & oven too!
Got a whole lot of dishes to prepare during hols la rahssss

Miss taking photosss

One more highlight..
Am gonna learn guitar from Naomi(crusade) tgther with Daphne!!
Heheee so happy..

Then again,
there's always sth to balance out the happy itenary....
CHOREO EXAM!!!!!!!!!
that's what mp3 & speakers are for! To practise! =///

but for my enjoyment too lah has

So wish me all the best during this period and e upcoming hols!
Much prayers would be appreciated as exams are coming up =D
Anyway if any peeps need prayers too, feel free to drop me a msg

tata~

Goodness of God

2009-08-08T14:25:00.001+08:00

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/08/the-goodness-of-god/

Boundless love..

2009-08-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

'We must be willing to go into the very pit in which someone has fallen in order to pull him out. This love was dramatically demonstrated by Mother Theresa. She dedicated every day of her adult life caring for the dying, the crippled, the mentally ill, the unwanted and the unloved. She fed them, sheltered them and cleaned their wounds. But what is more important is that she made them feel good, loved and wanted. Mother Theresa gave them back their dignity that poverty had taken away from them. Even if they died, they died with a smile on their face knowing that somebody loved them; that somebody cared for them.'

Counting MY blessings =)

2009-08-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

This year's b'day's definitely the best =)
Was really happy receiving presents, taking photos and hanging out with VV & LF and Sun & gang.
Had a great time taking photos with sch clique too hahs

Anyway,
wanna thank God too for Esther Chon hahs
She's like so nonsensical and hilarious so thank God for her.
Felt much better when I saw her today =)

Another thing that made my day was when Candice told me "Could see God's with U" hahs
Really encouraged and I really appreciate her offer to study with me on thurs
So kudos to studying with pretty girl ;)

P/s: Evidence of God's presence

The best dance so far

2009-07-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

Thinking about dance,
I'm pretty happy to be in modern though did not want to go modern as much as hip hop initially, I'm loving dance more and more learning from Ryan.

Thank God that church's doing hip hop,
a desire granted by God =)

Anyway,
the recent class with Ryan was the best so far(to me).

So here's the song we danced to:

Adam Lambert-Want

November
Not much to remember
You were not in sight
December
Change of the weather
You were by my side

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

No matter where the day goes
I know you're close by
Changes in the seasons
It's just what's required

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

Love is all we want
Love
Love is all we need
Is all that we really want

Yeah love, love, love
Is we what we want
Is what we want
Is what we really need
Love, love, love, love
Is what we want
Is what we want
It's what we really need

Yeah yeah love
Is what we want
Is what we really want
Yeah hey yeah
Love

p/s: =D

2009-07-18T22:47:00.004+08:00

Today was with FOG at EAST COAST!!! =)

Cycled with them for awhile before heading off for trial class.
Had a good time catching up with girls and Bernice =DD

Anyway,
went for maths trial class with Alvin after that.
Felt pretty satisfied getting my doubts cleared and revising maths for 2 whole hours
KUDOS!!!!

So after the energy consuming session,
went to makan at the hawker near Mr Low's centre.

Must say that the food at Tampine's pretty good ;)

After that, we patronised e pet shop opposite the hawker.
Seeing the really cute hamsters and rabbits really made me feel like getting one myself hah

Perhaps when hols arrive, I may actually consider =)

Hola!!!

2009-07-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

It's kinda dark and it's my first time staying back in school using com with Alvin LOL..
Suppose to go home after makan/copy notes but anyway since it's friday, doesn't matter.

Also for one of the few times during maths lesson,
wasn't sitting beside Jac but with Alvin so entertainment all the way (super tiring!hahs)

Anyway,
coming back to school today was surprisingly better than what I expected.
Thank God

For the past 2 days had been sick.
Guess it's e stress and flu.
Really needed rest.

So right now,
gotta take really good care of myself as exams' 4 weeks away and I've alot to catch up!
Feel like the only one who hasn't revised any work at all not even maths =/
Need to learn how to manage my time better.

Hence,
in order not to lag behind,
I've decided on taking up tuition=)
First time in 10 years! =S

Anyway,
another really happy thing was that Adeline, Jaclyn, Alvin and I went to meet WanTing and did
some sharing about our struggles and prayed for each other.
Somehow's pretty heartwarming.

Really thank God for friends like them.
Also, thank Jaclyn and Stephenie for reminding me on dates for quiz!
Lastly, wanna thank God for providing an Application Bible from Patsy!!!=))
Immediately fell in love with it lah =D

Hm..
today's just great when u've an awesome class with concerned friends all day long =D

Am definitely learning to enjoy school more and more each day!=))

Training for the market place

2009-07-14T19:01:00.002+08:00

3 John 1:2

6 Areas Need 2 Be Strong In

1. Spiritually
-Proverbs 3:5,6- putting God 1st.

2. Practically
-1 Thes 4 : 10-12

3. Relationally

4. Physically

5. Financially
-Deu 8:18

6. Strong Emotionally
- Be content with what I have
-(Luke 3:14)
-(Psalms 15: 1-5)

Back to basics

2009-07-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. ⁸Love never fails."

I Cor 13:4-8

Just this week alone, have failed pretty much in this area.

P/S: Realised just how human I am

Serving

2009-07-09T00:32:00.001+08:00

In our serving others, be it those above us, those peers or those below us, we should serve with a pure heart. Don't serve with the fear of rejection. Certainly don't serve with the expectation for approval or recognition of people. But, let's serve out of genuine love for others.

By Willy

God,School,Dance!

2009-07-08T23:38:00.006+08:00

This week has been pretty good.
More rest given by God!
In the sense,
I've 2 to 3 nights home to do my assignments and rest.
=D

Even though this week's pretty heavy,
It's great knowing God's watching out for me
every moment.

Just these 2 days,
whenever I doze off,
there'll be friends to wake me up.

One even threw a rubber at me pls. Hahs..

When I overlooked a question,
somehow friends would "just-nice" clarify e exact same question with me
and it happened on at least 3 occasions!

Even during practicals, lectures and tutorials I could actually feel God's prescence throughout! Was able to do work faster, understand lectures better and even teach friends in my use-to-be weakest subject! Pretty cool huh?

When school just started,it was very much a drag as I had to get into hardcore studying mood. Also, It's pretty demoralizing as I failed my best subjects!!! Futhermore, felt God putting in situations and people around me to teach me humility and character! Super challenging!!!

However, through many fervernt prayers by YAD, mum, cellgrp,myself and other Godly friends, things got better!!! Thank God mans!=D

Anyway, sth meaningful to share:
Don't quit when the tide is lowest,
for it's just about to turn;
Don't quit over doubts and questions,
for there's something you may learn.

P/s: Song in my heart

Pour out!!!

2009-06-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

Pour out your emotions

One of God's greatest blessings to mankind is our ability to appreciate the wonder of his creation. It's just so … well, beautiful! Probably most of us have experienced the amazing sensation of gazing into a starry night and just looking at the sky. It drives you to praise and worship quicker than almost anything else.

You can get the same result from seeing a wonderful landscape, a brilliant sunset, or the intricacies of a leaf or small creature through a magnifying glass. Oh God, this is amazing! You made it all so well!

The experience is both spiritual and emotional. It feels so good, and does us good, because it’s in obedience to God's command to pour our emotions back to our heavenly Father who gave them in the first place.

If we can get into this habit of expressing our wonder and joy to God, then it becomes much easier to pour out to him the feelings that are not so pleasant as well. This is part of the same command, and leads to healing.

In Psalm 69, David pours out to God the feelings that are overwhelming him, and goes on to tell God exactly what he thinks about his enemies. To paraphrase verses 22-28: ‘I want their food to poison them, I want them to go blind and crippled, I want their family to die out, and I want them to go to hell!’ Now that's honesty for you. That's real emotions. He's not cursing his enemies(the psalm is addressed to God), he's telling God exactly what he thinks!
The wonderful result of this is in verses 30-36, where David is free to sing a beautiful hymn of praise. He's healed!

So how can we praise God in times of trouble? By first pouring out to him, in all honesty, what we are really feeling. This brings healing, cleansing, and enables the Spirit to flow through us. Try it. It works.

Prayer: Dear Lord, You already know my innermost feelings, I cannot hide them from you. So help me to be honest with you about how I feel, so that you can heal the pain and show me how to respond in a godly way to those who have hurt me. In Jesus' name, Amen

Underappreciated

2009-06-22T21:53:00.008+08:00

Have you ever felt really sick of being taken forgranted by friends or loved ones?

I guess many would have felt this way before.

Have been thinking of my friendships these days.
Recently, got to know certain people better and
think it'll be wsier to guard my heart and not place
too much hopes on forging solid & genuine relationships with them.

Anyway,
thank the Lord for restoring back friendships(esp old pals)who are always so genuinely happy for me when I obtain good results or have good stuff to share with them.
Or rather this really special friend.
She's one fantastic lady whom never fails to encourage me,
always wanting the best for her friends.

However,
I wonder if given an opportunity to study together,
would things still be the same.

Anyway,
no matter what,
I believe good friends would always want to best for
each other even when one may have done badly,
would still be happy for her friend if she does better and all.
And for the one who has done better,
she would definitely spend time helping her friend to improve to the fullest!

That's what I call sincere friendships.
I pray for more of such friendships to be forged.

Lastly,
someone please do enlighten me on what it means to thank God
when someone hurts you, having any link to do with the need to be humbled.
Appreciate lots! =)

Updates

2009-06-19T01:16:00.005+08:00

This week has been a good week of resting.

One highlight's having Bernice over on Tues =DD
Really happy catching up with her,
and doing some girls stuff- make up/"menicure" hahs..

Really blessed to have this friend mans.
Good friends are really hard to come by.

Then again, thank God for the great poly friends I got to know too,
esp Janis, Jac, Steph & Alvin..

Really fortunate to have them mans..
Good to have a great Careperson too.

Counting my blessings~

Anyway,
Shantelle has started choreography alr!
Think it's kind nice but I'm scared I can't master e new step today! =///

As for tpde,
I'm pretty happy learning modern dance from Ryan(friggin funny guy),
learning the turns and stuff..
It's like there's this malay guy,
he can spin around just so nicely can?!
And I think he's spin was really good lah, controlled and really smooth!

So Lord..
pls help me improve and don't malu myself anymore =(

Tml will be selecting the elective subs..
Seriously don't know which one to choose like so many!!!
Sigh..
Shall pray for wisdom then.

As for weekends,
There'll be cell camp and community service to attend to.

Hope it'll be a great bonding session with the girls as well as classmates ;)

BBALL!!

2009-06-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

I think I won't be attending the camp this weekend alr..
I'll like to utilise my time for other stuff so sorry Steph!

Anyway,
I'm so so looking forward to going bball this Saturday with
my ex classmates and Sun =D
Asking my tp classmates along too..
Hopefully they'll be able to make it too!

Another thing..
I'm looking forward to dance tml at Tp and later at amkmc;)

P/s: la di da

Ah...

2009-06-09T01:34:00.005+08:00

OKay..
There'll be Adventure Club camp this Thurs to Sat!
Whether I'll go depends on Stephenie..
LOL.

Wonder what will be the agenda but will be heading for
Pulua Ubin!!!
Actually kinda interest me cz I've nvr been there b4 =/
Kinda slow but doesn't matter..
There's a first time for everything right? ;D

Other than that there's still one thing I still can't really accept
and still find guys very shallow for- their need for pretty gfs etc.
At first when I heard about it and it's explanation for it,
I was like fine..
Just too bad for the girls..

However the more I think about it,
e more I feel it's utter rubbish..
It's like doesn't make sense to me like do u mean if ur gf gains weight or what u're gonna leave her just for such a superficial reason right?
I understand that's what I learn from my psychology friends and sermons..
But I'm still unable to contend with such shallow and superficial fact pls..

It's like what about 'Wife of Noble Character'?
Doesn't it says that beauty's fleeting and Charm's deceptive?
It's like if I were a guy, I wouldn't want to live with Miss Universe if she's got a crappy character!!!
Just asking for trouble.
-.-

I really find that so superficial..
No lady's gonna look 20 forever.
It's like if a guy comes up to me and tells me,
"Oh, I like you cz u're hot and pretty"-scenario
I 'll really give the guy 2 tight slaps.

Well, most likely he'll get a real earful from me,
not like guys haven't gotten b4.

This enforces my belief that it's not necessary a need for guys to have a pretty spouse as
I've seen countless examples of how women with defects end up with good men.

So can't help but despise these shallow thinking guys.

P/s: Said my piece

Concerns of life..

2009-06-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

Lord, the trials we face at times seem too much to bear.

We’re grateful, though, for the reminders in Your Word that

You will stay by our side and help us endure till You call us Home.

Amen.

P/S:Victory is sure for those who endure.

Happy!!!

2009-06-05T12:44:00.002+08:00

Somehow am feeling really happy today.
Guess it's because I'm loving God more and more=)

Anyway, there'll be night cycling today..
Nervous but looking forward to it =)

I'm so gonna take the 2 weeks to lose weight!
All e best to me mans..

P/s: Happy e way things are right now =)

Adapted from Chao Yuan's blog

2009-06-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

Here's something really meaningful posted by Chao Yuan
that I really like.

Enjoy reading ;D

" It's hard to wait

for things that come

a little too late

Time is Yours it's not mine

my fingers they scrabble and grasp

for things of a few different kind

I said it was You

I hope it still holds true

keep me from walking, keep me from searching

make me start to stop, get me started on waiting

it's hard to wait

even for things

that were never late "

A good day =)

2009-06-04T22:18:00.004+08:00

Today on the way to meeting Sun,
was talking to God and praying for this special friend.

I'm really glad that God answered my prayer
in tangible ways where prayers actually unfolded before my eyes.

Bit by bit.

Little by little.

Just thinking about days away from church.
Somehow God was still in control of all situations.

During time away from church,
got to know Sun! (if u do read this entry, yes it abt u.. LOL)

I'm really happy for this friendship somehow.
It's like during one of my lowest moments,
God just placed e right people in my life.

So thank U Lord for the wonderful friends(I believe God gave me the best!)

I know I'm not perfect..
So thank U for giving me friends who accepts me e way I am,
including my past, present and future(U'll take care of that ;D)

p/s: I pray for more of such days seeing that U hear =)

Girls will be girls..

2009-06-03T20:19:00.005+08:00

No matter how old girls are,
they just love hearing love stories!

Hahs..

However,
In future marriages it will not be all bliss.
There'll be the endless responsibilities one
has to undertake together with ceaseless giving
to partners etc.

Anyway,
it's always encouraging to see Christ's love
being glorified through Godly marriages!

I sincerely do not know if marriage works for me.
Currently, I'm pretty happy and satisfied to be single(tho time to time may wish for "mr right" to pop by) ,
even more so after doing some reviewing on life and stuff
having company of great friends( tasted goodness of true friendships-and still tasting!),
I finally understand what Bernice meant when she said
she does not feel the need for a bf.

Having been through a relationship before,
I know that ultimately,
my partner cannot satisfy my deepest needs.
Only God can.

However,
I believe marriage does serve a very divine purpose too
whereby it depicts e highest form of intimate relationship(in flesh)
believers can have with e Lord.
(Correct me if I'm wrong yeah?)

If I do remain single,
I would like to adopt a child in future!!!
Not trying to pull any angelina stunt but I simply love children ;)

I'm happy to be a teacher in 4 years time =)
It's a meaningful job and I believe I'll benefit alot from this career=)

However, I understand that there's still alot for me to work on(my shortcomings tt wld be)
I believe God is gonna change me into someone better during these 9 years.

P/s: Endurance & Discipline! =/

Friends..

2009-06-03T00:37:00.003+08:00

I must say I'm appreciating old pals more
and more.

I just love them so much..
Friends like Bernice, Vivian..

They're the ones who show me how good friends are like.
Feeling really fortunate and blessed.

P/s:Thanks for being the better friends =)

Anyway,

some highlights during the Hols
would be night cycling with TPDE,
outing with school clique,
FOG camp,
facial sessions with Bern and Clique
and some other meet ups with old pals.

Can't wait! =DDD

On His Plan For Your Life..

2009-05-24T22:44:00.003+08:00

ON HIS PLAN FOR YOUR LIFE

"Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone -- to have a deep soul relationship with another; to be loved thoroughly and exclusively; but God, to a Christian, says:

"No, not until you're satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone; with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me; to having an intensely personal relationship with me alone; discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be planned for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me -- exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I Am. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you.

You just wait. That's all.

Don't be anxious; don't worry. Don't look around at the things that others have gotten or that I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you. And then, when you're ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would ever dream of.You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready (for I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied and exclusively with me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and thus the perfect love.

And, dear one, I want you to see, in the flesh, a picture of your everlasting union of beauty, perfection and love that I offer you with Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I AM. Believe it and be satisfied.

Author Unknown

Thinking..

2009-05-19T16:14:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last updated.

Shall do some updating about school and life these days.
Firstly, I wanna thank God for answering my prayers
by giving me many christian and good friends in my course.
It's like seriously everyone's really nice.
Really like the environment I'm in now=)

Secondly, thank God for helping me get into dance(thou I felt I really did not dance well during audition) so getting into tpde's really a privilege as
we'll be taught by RYAN and GIN from OSchool!!!! =DDD

Next, thank God that dance classes will only start in June(so that my ankle will have more time to recuperate! ; ))

These days I'm really much happier and life seems to be more meaningful whereby I need not have to worry about not getting a job next time etc.

However, I realise I may have been too slack and I really need to stop being late and be more hardworking!

Lastly, I can't wait for all the test and exams to be over and for holidays to come by!
So wish me well in TP...

P/S: Thankful for all the blessings..

Uncertainties of life...

2009-04-17T08:47:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last blogged.

This week was orientation week at TP.
Everything alright except for one thing.

Sureties.

Have been pretty bogged down by this issue.
My own parents are unable to be my sureties
because of their age.

I hope I'll be able to find another surety other than
my cousin if not I may not be able to continue at TP.

Wish me well.

"Help me to guard my troubled soul
By constant, active self-control.
Clean up my thought, my speech, my play;
Lord, keep me pure from day to day." —Thomas

Found Something Special..

2009-03-31T22:43:00.003+08:00

These days I'm been much happier and all..
It's just interesting how God places certain pple
in our lives..

Really hope good things wouldn't be shortlived.
God's been really good to me by providing me
with so many Godly aunts who're genuine.

Am really grateful and thankful for them.
Am thankful for more good friends in bball
and ........ =)

P/S: Lord.. I hope this is it

Photos with family..

2009-03-15T01:33:00.004+08:00

Peeks to my family!

I know.. fancy posing in the kitchen.. but who cares=P

Pouring clams into boiling water.. scary kays.

Mask with BRO=D

Plain White T's...

2009-03-12T02:00:00.001+08:00

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

How Men and Women are different..

2009-03-06T08:42:00.002+08:00

Finally,
all the sermons on
How Men and Women are Different are up!

Needs of Women

1. Affection
(on applications, go to my previous posts!)
2. Conversation(15hours/week in sync with Men's top 2 need)
3. Honesty & Openess
4. Financial Security
5. Family Committment
- Family time(15hours/week)
- Parenting Skills
- Wise Discipline
- Explaination of Rules
- Anger Management(before diciplining!)

Needs of Men

1. Sexual Fulfillment
2. Recreation Companionship
(15hours/week in sync with lady's top 2 need)
3. Attractive Spouse
4. Domestic Support
- peaceful environment
5. Admiration

Interesting how the needs of men and women compliments each other.
So for a really fulfilling relationship in future... =)

P/S: I need to get a watch and earpiece!!!!!rahsssss

Day with the kids..

2009-02-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hm..

At 11am,
will be meeting MeiQi for tuition.
After that,
will be meeting Jacky and his buddy
at his place before heading for yck swimming complex.

Jacky's a real darling.=)
On the first day at YouthGuidance,
we hitted off straight away.

Somehow, spending 2 days with him and the kids,
I find myself drawn to them to the extent till
like I'm falling for them pls.. LOL..

I dunno why but I'm especially drawn to Jacky.
Perhaps it's his family background or just him himself,
teaching me and showing me what love actually is.

It's pretty ironic.
I went there to show love but instead of being the bigger giver(of love),
I became the receiver and learner of love.

Really love the kids there.
It's just 2 days and I'm going swimming with Jacky already. =)
Can't wait.

P/S: Kids are so much less complicated and easier to please.

Managing the Mess..

2009-02-24T21:48:00.006+08:00

Thinking about school, loans and all these days,
I'm very encouraged by today's prayer by
Pastor Richard Toh as well as today's
devotion-Daily Bread; Managing the Mess..

Why do you call me Naomi, since the Lord has testified against me, and the Almighty has afflicted me? —Ruth 1:21

When we meet Naomi in the Scriptures, her life is a mess. She and her husband had gone to Moab searching for food during a famine. While in that land, their two sons married Moabite women, and life was good—until her husband and sons died and she was stuck, widowed in a foreign land.

Though honest about her pain, Naomi obviously had a sense of who was in control: “The Lord has testified against me, and the Almighty has afflicted me” (Ruth 1:21).

The Hebrew word for “Almighty” (Shaddai) indicates God’s sufficiency for any situation. The word “Lord” (Yahweh) refers to His faithfulness as the loving covenant-keeping God. I love how Naomi put these two names together. In the midst of her complaint, she never lost sight of the fact that her God was a capable and faithful God. And, sure enough, He proved His capability to deliver her and His faithfulness to care for her to the very end.

If there seems to be no way out of your despair, remember that Naomi’s God is your God as well. And He specializes in managing our messes to good and glorious outcomes. Thankfully, He is both capable and faithful. So, when your life is a mess, remember who your God is! —Joe Stowell

Be still, my soul: thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last. —von Schlegel

Stand back and watch the Lord manage your mess into a glorious outcome.

God's time's just so perfect isn't it. =)

Anyway,

today was out with Sun.

Long time since I remembered when I went vivo

with him. Went "job hunting" but somehow shopping was

more enticing. :)

So tried some dresses and I'm so going to get mum

down VIVO!

Following on,

e day ended with us patronizing Sun's gadgets.

The cam Sun wanted to get was quite cool.

Hopefully he come to a decision to whether he'll get it or not.

P/S: Sun.. if u do read my blog send me the pictures mans! =D

Beautiful..

2009-02-22T15:34:00.004+08:00

Here's a song intro-ed by Chao Yuan.
Really beautiful(as the title suggest).

"Beautiful" Lyrics
by Gateway Worship
from the album Wake Up The World

Here before Your altar
I am letting go of all
I've held
Of every motive,
every burden
Everything that's of myself

I just want to wait on You,
my God
I just want to dwell on who You are

Beautiful, beautiful oh I am lost for more to say
Beautiful, beautiful oh Lord, You're beautiful to me

Here in Your presence
I am not afraid of brokenness
To wash Your feet,
with humbled tears
Oh, I would be poured out till nothing's left

I just want to wait on You, my God
I just want to dwell on who You are, You are

Beautiful, beautiful
oh I am lost for more to say
Beautiful, beautiful oh Lord,
You're beautiful to me

Holy, Holy, Holy, You are, You are

I wonder..

2009-02-20T17:07:00.006+08:00

So far doing the 40days of community,
I seriously wonder if people do really put
into practise what they preach or is it
all just head knowledge?

It's funny how certain peeps who dun really noe
me judge me so quickly.

It's just a few weeks.

Sometimes I feel as though God placed me
where I'm to learn the 40days of community for a
purpose, to be taught and to befriend.

I like it when peeps are eager to do QT with me.
I like it when peeps shower me with care and concern,
say nice things and appreciates me for who I am.
Sometimes I feel peeps seem to be feigning ignorance,
not willing to set examples, apply what they've learnt.

I thought that's what we've called to do so.
Perhaps You've been really merciful to them,
not allowing them to go through what others had.
However, shouldn't that make those peeps more
thankful and all the more compassionate?

In my opinion,
it seriously doesn't seem so.
In fact, they're more into perfecting and pouring
wonderful speeches,
favouring words more than actions.

Thanks for being so humble to come by such
a lineage.

p/s: Don't be so quick to judge -without discernment.

How Men and Women are different..

2009-02-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

Somehow during the past week,
God sent various peeps to me to touch on
Pastor Kong's(chc) sermon.

So I decided to check it out online and
here's what being preached:

A Section for Men to note regarding Women:

1. Men should share their life with understanding.
2. Be considerate(sensitive!)
3. Show apprecication and honour e opp gender.

Just having good intentions wouldn't be enough.
Skills need to be learnt to show care and concern.
All should be prepared physically, pschologically,
spiritually, emotionally for marriage- Hosea 36

Knowledge is power.

Sex + love = Intimacy
(usually affairs are emotional)

Number 1 need for Men and Women:

Women
1. Affection(expressive)
-security
-protection
-comfort
-approval

eg.Hugs, Holding of hands, Caring phone calls, Flowers,
Hearing expressive affectionate words,etc.

"1 Cor 7:3"
"Song of Solomon 4: 1-9"

Men

1. Sexual fufillment

" 1 Cor 7:4-5"

And it's been researched that men thinks about sex on average 7 times daily!!! =/

Anyway.. will update on the other 5 needs when sermon's up.